emptypromises

2009-06-20T12:02:00.001-07:00

RELINK ME AT www.mypeacefulmelody.blogspot.com (:

2009-04-25T20:28:00.000-07:00

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?
Or saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don’t be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart.
If you don't, you might break theirs.

Have u ever decided not to become a couple because you were so
afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much, for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid. Afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found

2009-04-10T18:54:00.000-07:00

ANNOUNCE : my BLOG is officially DEAD. i dont want to REVIVE IT. BYE.

2009-02-20T15:20:00.000-08:00

小酒窝:林俊杰蔡卓妍

我还在寻找一个依靠和一个拥抱
谁替我祈祷替我烦恼
为我生气为我闹
幸福开始有预兆
缘分让我们慢慢紧靠
然后孤单被吞没了
无聊变得有话聊有变化了
小酒窝长睫毛是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着想念你的微笑
你不知道你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好
小酒窝长睫毛迷人的无可救药
我放慢了步调感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好
我永远爱你到老

2009-02-18T23:52:00.000-08:00

today went bbq with friends and classmates. at pasir ris beach. :D eat a lot and very full. =X playing ard, chatting ard. miss most of them. >< so long did'nt meet up le. thought of those moments spent tgt. (: hope we will still stay in contact. lol. we also took a lot of pictures. upload some other day! (:

2009-01-30T23:45:00.000-08:00

today was my last day of work. >< damm saddening. though i still hopes to work. but nevermind. eventually i still have to leave. as they dont need ppl already. so no choice. should be grateful that i got this job. i'll miss you guys. (: thanks, for those wonderful moments and chocolates. :D

ktv today at bugis

2009-01-19T23:04:00.000-08:00

ktv today with sylvia, jas and juliana at bugis. crazy singing and shouting and dancing. haha. damm retarded through out. after that sylvia have to leave first. so left me, jas and juliana. then we went to pastamania. OMG it was great. :D long time did'nt eat. lol. after that went home. some photos to upload! =X

2009-01-15T23:27:00.000-08:00

class chalet on the 14th, it was fun and great. it was at changi it was just gambling in the chalet and crapping. lol. but nevermind, since i off. its better staying outside then at home. but sometimes i feel bad, always go out, did'nt play with melody. bbq wad alright. i only ate one hotdog and 2 chicken wings. dont rly have appetite. dont know why. then ton over there. did'nt sleep agn. >< gambling all the way lol. keep wining and lose money. LIKE funfair. then i apply leave the next day. lol. cause i did'nt sleep sure die de. so went home sleep then ard afternoon then go chalet agn. went to beach with fion kane and justin. lol taking stupid photos. -.- but the scenery was rly beautiful and nice. =) after that went backt o chalet eat and went home. tml need to work agn, workaholic. >< im really tired.

2009-01-12T23:13:00.000-08:00

today got back my results, for L1R5 i got 18points. lol lucky i not gg JC. and for L1R4 i got 15points. :D the course that i'm aiming to enter is 15points. hahas. damm happy. but still dont know whether can sure in a not. still need to wait for the results. hope i can get in yea. studied so hard for my o's and finally my efforts had not been wasted. just a bit sian when i see eng c6. but can considered that im lucky. but just that stupid c6. -.- but nevermind i admit i did'nt rly work hard for eng. =X so for what i REAP is what i SOW. >< after taking results, went to work and after that went to meet sylvia and clique. it was her brithday today! :DD we bought a cake for her and celebrated at a fountain i guess. lol. dont know where. but it was cool and fun haha. hope she did enjoyed herself. after that went home i told my mother my results again, she like no reaction and say can go poly then ok already. perhaps she respect my decision. =) but nevermind, as long as i did work hard for my future. bright future awaits. =) and lastly, happy birthday sylvia. :DD

2009-01-07T01:59:00.000-08:00

纪佳松 & 潘玮柏 - 同一个遗憾

作詞：李念和、紀佳松作曲：紀佳松

剩下我們坐在岸邊看著她越走越遠
白色星星迎著海面沙灘好遠
而他的心去了哪裡我們都無能為力
是誰的手能牽他回來

Does she know? Don't think so
愛上了同一個遺憾恍然明白那時候
為何要對彼此為難
Tell me she knows I don't think so
我們都不屬於她的愛不能重來的傷害我們都學會了釋懷

兩個朋友一個最愛不可能有的未來
只是結局卻讓我們如此意外 YEAH~
她的決定終於坦白開了玩笑的安排
怪誰的錯我們都失敗

Does she know? Don't think so
愛上了同一個遺憾恍然明白那時候為何要對彼此為難
Tell me she knows I don't think so
我們都不屬於她的愛不能重來的傷害
而我們學會了釋懷

Does she know? Don't think so
愛上了同一個遺憾恍然明白那時候
為何要對彼此為難
Tell me she knows I don't think so
我們都不屬於她的愛不能重來的傷害我們都學會了釋懷

2009-01-05T22:17:00.000-08:00

today went out with sab and jas to bugis to shop ard while i need to buy something too for my siblings. they bought a tank top each. not bad, with jewels i think haha.nice design though. then i bought a top and a vest from 77th street. idiot also bought the top. LOL the vest like cheap. =X but nevermind, jiu jiu yi ci. >< i console myself by saying that. lol. after that we chiong home. because some ppl want watch XIAO NIANG RE. haha.

2009-01-04T23:57:00.000-08:00

today went to find cindy at her chalet. before thatsab and myself went shopping at cineleisure. haha. damm lame. after awhile then we headed to pasir ris. ok la, sab was damm good to accompany me. haha. met up with sylvia at whitesands. sab wants to eat something at mac first, so we waited for sylvia there and eat at the same time. when sylvia just reach, she sit down play ds and smile! LOL COOL! =X after that went shopping ard at WS. then we headed to chalet. eat and eat. LOL after that went home. tiring day. end here. =)

happy new year.!

2009-01-01T21:08:00.000-08:00

its new year today. =) went to countdown at marina bay ytd, with sab, sylvia, juliana, cindy and her bf. the fireworks was really beautiful, right infront of us. :D hahas. the impact made me rly high haha. i smile to myself while watching the fireworks. perhaps its the most beautiful scene i had ever seen in my life. it ended abt 10minutes. after that we went to find that idiot. after meeting her, we went to juliana house to ton. LOL sure ton. all sleep. i only like slept for 2 hours and went to work today. i was half asleep the whole day. =X later gg to sleep already. damm tired. >< imagine i first time sleep 2 hours and lasted for the whole day. =X

2008-12-25T23:30:00.000-08:00

today's christmas, just reach home from work. nothing special today. though did'nt get the chance to spend christmas this year, at least i still get to eat something good today. and chocolates. not that saddening afterall.

2008-12-24T23:40:00.000-08:00

its christmas eve today. after work went to find sylvia, fion, wanyi and juliana. wanyi left after passing us the presents. lol. after that we had steamboat at bugis. not bad la. but somehow i find the food there like vry budget. -.- the taste still like weird weird de. lol. so i ate a lot of crabs so wont waste money. =x after that we exchange presents. LOL damm retarded and funny. i brought their presents, my hand nearly broke. becus imagine 4 presents inside. damm heavy, somemore it contains glass. lol. but nvm. lucky i fit. after eating steamboat, we went to bugis street to shop ard. and then return home. tml is christmas, and i have to work for the whole day. well, its good anyway.

2008-12-11T23:15:00.000-08:00

today went out with my friends. hahas long time did'nt seen them. and today i don't need to work either. damm tiring after working for like a month. and staying in taka for like 6 days per week. -.- therefore im glad that i'm able to go out and enjoy. hahas. we went to cineleisure to watch movie, to watch QUARANTINE. vefore that went to play arcade. hahas the show damm funny and scary. imagine people covering their eyes and ears. HAHAS. =X and im laughing because of the person in the movie, its like shaking with fear. LOL. but its like shivering lol. i watch le damm dizzy. -.- but nevermind. its damm exciting. :) after that we went to shop ard. then i headed to bugis with cindy sylvia and juliana. i bought a boyfriend tee. LOL cheap cheap only. =X after that headed home. anyways today my best buddies gave me my belated birthday present. it was really nice. and i love it. =) THANKS. ILOVEYOU BUDDIES. :DD

2008-11-23T23:42:00.000-08:00

tml is prom night. and i'm not looking forward to seriously. so just go and thats it. go there eat nice and good food also not bad. as long as i don't need to work. actually i'm really tired now. and i dont feel like working anymore. but no choice, i need money for christmas and etc. alright i shall end here. really headache now. all thanks to my bad flu. hope i will recover tml. =)

2008-11-19T22:17:00.000-08:00

second day in burberry today! LOL. damm tired. im already like whole body aching. die le.. its only 2 days. how am i gg to work the following days. i wonder. leg breaking. i numb myself during work time. not to think of anything except to fold and tag clothes. great life right? hahas. 5 more days to prom. anyways an IDIOT is arriving to singapore soon, from hongkong. and its really an idiot who call me an idiot. =) alright i shall end here.

2008-11-17T22:31:00.000-08:00

burberry called me today. asked me to work tml. i guess my aunt did'nt tell them i wanted to work on 21th. so nevermind. i'll be working tml. at least i'll not be so bored at home. and im feeling down now. don't know why. luckily tml my shift is midshift. if not i had to wake up early. well, i end here.

2008-11-16T23:17:00.000-08:00

today went out with sylvia, sab and wanyi to buy prom dress. well, we all manage to buy our dress today. and that's great. hahas. we went to far east and then city plaza. we took a long time to find nice dresses. but it was still alright. our legs nearly break only. lol. i bought a white dress with a black strap. black and white agn. :D hahas. i bought de same as wanyi. only that de strap is different colour from mine. then, sab and sylvia bought black dress. hahas. then black and white again. that's cool. hahas.

2008-11-15T20:18:00.000-08:00

today went to wanyi house to bake a chocolate cake. hahas. it was fun. but the process was quite fast. beating eggs, and mixture of flour i guess. when the cake was in the oven, we was like playing cards and learning magic tricks. LOL. playing daidi. i was like keep losing. -.- win also become lose. lol. gorilla teach us tricks. =x hahas. but it was fun. :DD we was like figuring out in the first place, then wanyi told us. after awhile, the cake was ready, then we prepare frosting. after that put in de fridge. then we brought her dog down to exercise hahas. her dog damm cute. after that we tried de cake. at first we thought it was successful, but when we taste. like weird weird de. lol. but still not bad. after that i went home to have dinner. =)

2008-11-14T20:15:00.000-08:00

today was a shit day. went to taka to fill up a form and a copy of my ic. damm lame. -.- just ask me go all the way down to do this shit. waste my time. -.- but nevermind. for the sake of my job. after that went home to use com, watch tv, sms, slack on my bed. that's for today. i seems like no life. ><

2008-11-13T23:12:00.000-08:00

today went to play pool with sab and juliana. although only few people, it was still alright. hahas. juliana left damm early. lol then left me dying with sab. >< hahas. then we 2 was playing for abt 3 or 4 rounds after juliana left. then we went home le. damm early. but nevermind. i wanted to go home and watch my show too.

2008-11-12T22:41:00.000-08:00

finally o levels is over. hahas. but like what i say, im not happy at all. im like rotting at home since tuesday. and that's very pathetic. it was suppose to like go out daily. LOL but like abit crazy also. im not that rich to go out daily either. hahas. after buying prom dress. i think i will go work. the earlier the better. at least i will not be idling at home, doing nothing. to me is a waste of time. =x so its better to work and earn more money. hahas. at least can spent on buying something i like. not bad. :D playing maple and audi also quite bored already. seems like no life. so start working is the best. still can chat with my frens there. =) alright i stop here.

2008-11-07T22:29:00.000-08:00

long time no blog. hahas. 4more days to end of o levels. lol. need to study for combine science MCQs tml. last paper le. holidays are coming. but i don't rly feel excited abt it. don't know why. perhaps because i need to work bah. hahs but nvm i start working at 21st of nov. still can go out for 10days. =X there're many places i wanted to go actually, but like its like so impossible. hahas. sylvia asked me go sing with her. which is i wanted to do too! :D! LOL. sylvia sucks. =X hahas yea and ear piercing tgt. =)and sentosa! lol. so many things to do. planning upcoming programs. :DD i'm always de planner. >< moreover a lousy planner. lol. gaming after o's! after relaxing for 3days i find it so bored. =X but nevermind better den gg school. lol. alright i end here. =) enjoy holidays! :D

2008-10-23T13:57:00.000-07:00

yay! today finally can rest. (: after studying so hard for o's im also tired. hahas. such a long time did'nt blog le. my blog seems like so dead. im gg update soon. =) 5more papers to go. its will soon be over. continue mugging. =))

2008-10-23T13:52:00.000-07:00

女儿红 - 周杰伦

雨停下的天空. 灰的更加老旧.
你说你不懂为何在这时牵手.
我晒干了承诺. 灰的更加懵懂.
就算做事做错也只是怕错过
在一起走. 分开了走.
是不是说没有做完的梦最痛.
你若退后. 我能承受.
在最后的出口. 在爱过哪儿才有.
能不能给我一首歌的时间.
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远.
在我的怀里. 不用太多失眠.
如果你想忘记我也能适应.
能不能给我一首歌的时间.
把故事听到最后才说再见.
你送我的眼泪. 让他留在雨天.
如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气当作鄙夷...
被淋湿的天空. 灰的更加老旧.
你说你不懂我为何在这时牵手
我晒干了承诺. 灰的狠冲动
就算做事做错也只是怕错过
在一起走. 分开了走.
是不是说没有做完的梦最痛.
你若退后. 我能承受.
在最后的出口. 在爱过哪儿才有.
能不能给我一首歌的时间.
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远.
在我的怀里. 不用太多失眠.
如果你想忘记我也能适应.
能不能给我一首歌的时间.
把歌词听到最后再说再见.
你送我的眼泪. 让他留在雨天.
如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气当作鄙夷...
你说我不该不该不该在这时候说了我爱你.
要怎麽证明我没有说谎的力气.请告诉我.
而暂停算不算放弃.
我只有那一天的回忆...
能不能给我一首歌的时间.
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远.
在我的怀里. 不用太多失眠.
如果你想忘记我也能适应.
能不能给我一首歌的时间.
哦.把歌词听到最后再说再见.
你送我的眼泪. 让他留在雨天.
哦.如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气当作鄙夷...
rap部分. 你说过我不该.
在这时说爱你. 要怎麽证明我没有力气.
可是暂停却算不算放弃.
我说我不该不该. 不该在这时才说爱你.
要怎麽证明我没有力气.
我只有一天回忆

2008-10-12T23:59:00.000-07:00

today its my b'dae! went out with my family today to have lunch tgt. =)) hahas. we had new york for lunch agn! it was not my idea. =x it was my mum. lol. i still ate de same thing i ored last time. hahas. and i order ice latte. it was nice. we shop ard in amk hub after having our lunch. after shopping, we went to compass point agn for our cake. its was my uncle's birthday and mine. same day somemore. lol. so my mum bought 2 cakes. one ice cream cake which i wanted. =x and one green tea cake for my uncle. =) after gg home. my granpa and grandma whip up dishes for us. hahas. got shark fin! hahas. de dishes dey cooked was rly great. as dey were once a chef too. =) alright i end here today. thanks for de wishes. :D

2008-10-04T22:00:00.000-07:00

today celebrated my bdae. for early celebration. because 12th its near to o levels. =x its does'nt matter actually. hahas. it was a fun and enjoyable day. :D we went to sun tec city to eat and watch movie. 'The House Bunny'. =)) its funny and nice. and eating nacho chips at de same time. =x lol. after watching movie, we went to new york to have our dinner ard 9plus. is rather late. the food was delicious. first time i was eating in new york. that's why. hahas. only order something i will eat. lol. anyways de service there was great too. candy floss cake being serve. hahas. damm cute. then dey sang b'dae song for me and des. so touching~ hahas. dey still bought a pizza for me to eat. =)its was nice and crispy. we are bloated at that time. hahas. afterwards, we went back home. because we need to start mugging for o levels le. thanks guys for this wonderful day and the presents!x3 ((=

2008-09-30T22:32:00.000-07:00

<眼泪笑了>

比想象中更痛你真的没回头
我命令眼泪不许失控
回忆不跟你走都挤在我心中
我就有责任让它值得被珍重

心碎成了沙漠就快开凿绿洲
我没有时间不知所措
你温柔的双手本就不属于我
又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢

谢谢你曾让我难过
谢谢我没有想太多
当爱情左盼右顾的时候

我眼泪都笑了谁还想哭呢
再勇敢的站着找回光和热
面对你的时候我不会舍不得
因为你已是过客因为路有些曲折
是美的

你眼泪都笑了谁还会哭呢
来不及完美的就唱首骊歌
想起你的时候我不是卑微的
反而我没有遗憾因为我已爱过你
深深的

2008-09-30T22:21:00.000-07:00

today had normal sch days. had chem extra lessons till 4 30pm. o levels are heading. and i'm still not studying hard enough. still thinking that i still have a long way to go. but its like, another 2more weeks. my english results really like shyt. i failed badly for eng. 38marks. i wonder how i'm gg to pass o levels. if i were to fail, i think i'll be gone case. feeling anxious, but i still can't think of a faster way to improve my english. to read books now is like too late. whatever- and my chem i'm still failing. study so hard for prelims yet still fail.. feeling damm stress. everyday i reached home, staring at my pathetic desk. feel like studying but seriously don't know where to start from. dunno since when i feel damm stress. my prelims cut off point is 6points more den my target points. >< but imagine i still can use com. after this week i'll not use com. trying to control myself-
my birthday is heading but i'm not excited at all.
really no mood at this moment.

2008-09-20T01:08:00.000-07:00

(Your call)

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
Call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
When you are sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home

(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

2008-09-07T12:19:00.000-07:00

today its sunday. bored. prelims is tml! lol i haven finish studying geo yet>< i'm still not feeling well. save me oh lord. =x im gg to study ltr! feeling unmotivated>< finding ways to motivate myself. XD lol. from this point of time i have to study hard. i promise myself i must do well for o's :D from now till de mid of nov~ it'll soon over. just mug for another 2months(8weeks). :D FRIENDS, LETS WORK HARD TOGETHER TOWARDS OUR AIM!! XD woots! our future is ahead. =))

2008-09-05T21:02:00.000-07:00

i had a hard time studying chemistry today. =x der're rly a lot of topics sia. now den i realised. cause usually i skip through textbook is like 1hour. lol like never study. >< but today i spent 4hrs gg through all de chapters. improvement sia >< but der're really a lot of things to remember and understand. i spent like 5hrs in de room today! lol well, tml der's geography to study. again tons of things to memorise. i'm gonna die! lol. but nevermind. FOR MY FUTURE, i'm wiling to mug!!! LOL. MY GOAL XD. all thanks to ue. :D

2008-09-04T20:44:00.000-07:00

today went to school with sab to get our notes. we went to whitesands and bought revison guide books. hahas we spent like $20plus! LOL. but nevermind. i think its worth it. after that headed to sab's house. damm tired and lazy. lol. sab's mum prepared fried nuggets and fried dumplings for us. its delicious. :D but my voice will definetly worsen.>< juliana came afterwards. we studied from 4plus to 6plus. do 10yr series and read guide books. lol but got play too. =X hahas played with sab's cousin. lol. he's damm cute and funny. and i taught him a new game. hahas! called pikachu! LOL! sab'll have to play along with him in future. LOL. hope she know how to play. hahas. alright. thats all for today. :D

2008-09-02T20:14:00.000-07:00

today attended chem extra chem lesson. my throat worsen today, lol break voice. damm tired today, lesson started frm 9am till 4pm. but in between there's lunch break. so it was alright. past few days did'nt really study. >< only did phy mcqs and abit of maths. next monday there's still prelims. but i haven started studying either of them. everyday wait till last minute>< anyways, today chem lesson was useful. draw so many mindmaps. need time to go through to understand again. hope that i will do my maths worksheets tmr and no excuses for myself anymore. really need to strive hard for my future. =x if nt im gg regret. pray hard that i'll recover really soon -.- if not i felt so unwell. alright i end here. =) photos of beloved Melody. :D
MELODY hates SYLVIA. =P

2008-08-26T20:59:00.000-07:00

today just had my ss and maths paper2. my ss was alright. BUT my maths, no time! lol losine left blank. hahas i got no compass also. =x forget to get it frm class. -.- 5marks gone! heartpain sia! lol. damm tired today, had chem extra lesson till 6. almost die. hahas but at least i finally understand macropolymers. lol. so chim~ alright i end here le. there's eng paper to do tml~ sians><

CELEBRATE SAB'S BIRTHDAY TODAY :DD

2008-08-21T23:59:00.000-07:00

today we celebrated sab's birthday as yesterday we had our eng oral so din have time to celebrate. hahas it wad fun and exciting today! we all went to suntec to eat. sab, jas and syl meet us ard 5plus. so went to buy 10tickets first. we had dinner(+lunch) at swensens. lol. hahas damm ex la plus gst.>< but luckily we all brought enough cash. hahas. hope that sab love de present LOL. it was de biggest present okay =x. and de beautiful handmade card! hahas beautiful face of hers! =P we bought a birthday cake for sab and sang b'dae song for her. :DD it was a ice-cream cake, gt chocolate, strawberry and vanilla flavour. hahas it taste gd. it had been long since i had ice cream cake. last yr sab's bdae we had ice cream too! LOL she say she loves it~ hahas. after having our dinner, we went quickly to watched our movie. imagine 20ppl watching movie tgt. lol it was damm funny and noisy la! hahas. so many "AH!!!" lol. nt scared also become scared. i cannot stop laughing la. hahas. btw de show was exciting and thrilling. it was de most scariest movie i ever seen with sound effects! LOL! after that went to cineleisure to play pool. on de way der ppl keep disturbing me la. only stupid idiots will do that. lol kena torture sia! hahas long din play pool le! damm ex la. lol $10 sia! but nvm (jiu jiu yi ci) lol. =P damm fun. minqi, grace and sylvia went hm first. so we went hm ard 11 plus. first time i went till so late seh. but i had to went hm alone. D: lol. but, it was an exciting day with 20ppl gg out tgt. :DD

2008-08-21T20:11:00.000-07:00

<一直都在>

我曾经失去勇气
不知该往哪去
也失去信心
当你宣布把一切终止
我还有很多梦想没告诉你
你怎么可以轻易就放弃
我曾经迷失自己
生活没有目的
走走又听听
最后还是回到这里
那过去我们太熟悉的话语
我怎么可能舍得去忘记
爱一直都在
我从不曾走开
当你回头看见我别意外
这种不知明的未来
试一试又变成无奈
我还是会说等待
我一直都在
永远不会走开
也许现在的你
无法去明白
年少付出过的疼爱
一辈子期待
搁在我心的一块
你将与我同在

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAB. :DD

2008-08-16T19:34:00.000-07:00

long time no blog. this week im so busy everyday. everyday doing homework. and finally my dnt folio is finished. i dun need troubled over dnt le. got back my chinese results too. well, im nt gonna retake. i wanna focus more on other subjects. my maths is so weak. >< i need a tutor. but is like kind of late to hire a tutor now. im afraid i'll fail maths. so many qns i cnt even solve. haix. o levels and prelims is approaching. i haven started ss yet. lol. tml i promise i'll study abit! today's so tiring. woke up at 8 for physics extra lessons. is like 3 hrs =.= but luckily in aircon rm, so its alright. trying hard to absorb wad teacher taught today. lols. and unfortunately i caught a flu. =.= i damm bloody hate it. after that i went hm do geo ws and slp. and now im blogging. =x playing game - pls motivate me. ><

2008-08-09T13:15:00.000-07:00

its national day! SINGAPORE'S BIRTHDAY. hahas. but too bad i cnt go out today. >< to see fireworks. but nvm im playing com for de whole day today! at least i wun be so bored. alright. im off to audi~ =)

2008-08-02T23:58:00.000-07:00

went out today to vivo city to watch money nt enough 2. its damm far and such a long journey. lols. well, but nvm it was fun anyways. doing stupid and idiotic things in de mrt. hahas. went to buy tickets first once we reached der. almost all seats were booked and only left de first row. =.= life. den sab and grace were separated frm us as der's nt enough seats. after buiyng tickets, we went to have our lunch+dinner. lols. we had long john. i had a hard time eating looking at grace and sab. >< lols. cnt tahan. hahas. stupid faces la! i guess i had improper digestion. after that, we went to shop ard, things are rly ex. unexpectedly, juliana's phone went lost. dunno which fcuker took it. =.= manners. anyways its hard to find it back. hope that kind of ppl will have retribution. after that we went for movie. de seats are rly infront. =.= my neck nearly went crack. de show is funny, touching and nice. =) mothers are rly noble. after that we went hm. photos taken inside mrt and mrt staion. :D

2008-08-01T22:39:00.000-07:00

today is friday. hahas. sch damm relaxing today. geo lessons were just doing some worksheets. during ss lessons we were watching videos. adn de best thing is! ms jye shiow did'nt come for de 3 periods. LOLS. whole class is so elated. but of course i did my dnt during de 3 periods in de library as sylvia went for f&N. after school i went to com lab to look for sylvia. sab and fion also come sch le. lol. such a pity dey did'nt come sch. hahas. after that slacking in com lab with dem and draw some cartoons on de white board!:D

2008-07-31T20:36:00.000-07:00

today is thrusday and im damm tired. this week damm tiring. dunno why. phew must rush my dnt folio this weekend. and 'o' levels and approaching soon. but is like my eng and maths as still so poor and im rly afraid that i might fail either of dem. if i were to fail either of dem i'll be gone case.

CINDY'S BDAE!

2008-07-25T23:59:00.000-07:00

today is cindy's bdae. it was fun. hahas. went to bugis with frens first to look for cindy's bdae present. so tired walking ard bugis for so long.>< anyways we bought interesting gifts for her and hopes she likes it. hahas. after shopping ard bugis, ard 7 plus we went to orchard to meet cindy's and her frens. lols. der wad really a lot of ppl. well, but it was still fun. we all hug cindy wishing her happy bdae. so long din see her le. hahas. its great being able to see her agn. afterwards, we had pastamania for dinner. luckily der was seats enough for everybody. de baked rice was delicious and tasty. and i dunno why i always eat baked rice when i go to swensens or pasta. i guess im addicted to having it. after finishing some went to cindy's hse. i went bck home as cus it was late le and i cnt stay outside till too late either. but anyways it was still a wonderful day. =)

2008-07-14T21:00:00.000-07:00

tml chinese listening compre. hahas. chinese o level getting over really fast. life's getting better. :D study hard. dun think abt anything else. off to watch tv! XD

2008-07-04T21:44:00.000-07:00

today finally lackered my workpiece nicely. and i can haf some peace le. this wk so many things to do and im so tired. anyways i wanted to put up this lyrics. i find it so nice and meaningful. lol. =)gg audi~

Tears coming down my eyes
So hoping that you'll never lie
Say you'll be there to be by my side
But now you're gone, you left me all on my own
I miss the late night talks and
Your voice on the phone
And the moments we shared can never be replaced
describe the love on the boards can never be erased cause
Baby i'm willing to give you all my love
I'm missing you so come back to me and give me a hug

Tell me girl
If you still feel the same
that when you're dreaming at night
You still seeing my face
that you're missing all those late night talks on the phone
That without me in ur life, you feel so alone
Cuz if you don't, and you say you were done
Then all the feelings I thought were feeling so wrong
And it might be true, that cupid does'nt lie
But it doesn't matter now cause
You're not in my life

[chorus]

So many tears and lonely nights
Now that you're gone and
I still can't believe I had to turn to this song
Missing you with every heartbeat, every second in my life
Wishing I could go back and make everything right
But you're gone from my heart
You left me alone in the rain
Now there's nothing in my life
And I'm going insane
Now all my days is lonely, and
Nothing seems right
Everyday i'm sitting, wishing you would come back in my life.

I wanna tell you I love you in a special way
Hold your hand tell you and say i'll love you everyday
Thinking bout that night we were holding hands
I was looking to your eyes with so much romance
So u tell me girl, what you wanna do
I'll do whatever on my head cause i'm so into you
Just give me one more chance
To prove myself
Cause without you in my life, there's nobody else.

2008-07-02T20:50:00.000-07:00

today just finish my chinese oral. omg i think i din do well for it. ><. its like i anyhow say. lols. i totally go any in dept of de topic. die le lo. =x. but well, its over. hope that i can get gd grades for my chinese. this week rather busy and tired with afternoon programs and dnt. my shit product haven even finish. folio also die. =x argh! i'm stress up with work. i guess i must finish my dnt asap. hmm i end here le. play some games and i gg read.:D looking forward to friday for bb! LOL. =x

2008-06-29T19:11:00.000-07:00

<虽然我愿意>

请让我靠近你轻轻对你说
别让我每个夜为你受折磨
是多么不容易才默默放手
为了我就当作这次为了我
别让我因为你被回忆折磨
而空气凝结了我们的脸孔
我别无选择

就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意
就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意
(心还想着你)

再让我靠近你轻轻对你说
当我说我要你从此好好过
是真的否则我怎么肯放手
为了我就当作这次为了我
赐给我你现在幸福的笑容
别让恨冻结了我们的脸孔
请你做选择

because of ue and i promise to let go.
memories being left behind.

2008-06-13T19:03:00.000-07:00

gg genting. be bck in 2 days time. miss ue guys! =)

2008-06-09T21:05:00.000-07:00

today went out with sab wanyi fion and wanyi sis after mt dnt.=)) lol we went to watch 'kungfu panda'. haha de show damm funny can. watching and LOL. sitting with de gorilla. nearly die. =X lol after watching we went to carpark to take photos and do stupid dance. lol. after that we tooks photo with de poster of kungfu panda! haha dame lame lol. stunts so COOL sehh. haha!

2008-06-07T23:24:00.000-07:00

today was juliana's bdae! haha. so fun today. abt 13 ppl went out tgt. we all went to play pool in bugis. lols busy taking photos der. hahas so fun. all de stupid faces of myself. LOL after that we all went for dinner at bugis too. having steamboat haha. gt air-con de sia. lol most of us din even sweat. de food was alright. de tomyam soup damm hot la. after that we sang bdae song for juliana der. haha so loud lols. we took photos too. after eating we went bugis agn to shop haha. after that we smash juliana's face with whipped cream! haha. we were violent. =X lol she was busy running. stil kena smash in de end lol. haha. after that i headed home with mich and gracey first. haha. okays i upload some photos but nt all. as some photos is nt in my phone.><

2008-06-05T19:26:00.000-07:00

TEARS .

2008-05-31T23:16:00.000-07:00

退后

天空灰得像哭过
离开你以后并没有更自由
酸酸的空气
守住我们的距离
一幕锥心的结局
像呼吸般无法呼吸
抽屉泛黄的日记
擦干了回忆
那笑容是傻气
你我的过去被顺时针地忘记
缺氧过后的爱情
粗心的眼泪是多余
我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给了承诺
却被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里待续
天空灰得像哭过
并没有更自由
酸酸的空气
守住我们的距离
一幕锥心的结局
像呼吸般无法呼吸
抽屉泛黄的结局
擦干了回忆
那笑容是傻气
你我的过去被顺时针地忘记
缺氧过后的爱情
粗心的眼泪是多余
我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦走了又错
却被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情才回忆里待续
信誓旦旦给了承诺
却被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里待续

2008-05-27T20:21:00.000-07:00

chinese o levels just ended ytd. haix i also dun know will get gd grades anot. just hope wun get lower den b4. if nt i can go bang wall. eng oral also like can make it. i think i fail. is de worst oral exam i had in my life. face bakbak like can ah. anyways we still nid go bck sch for ard 2 wks. so sians and tired. holiday like happpy ah. today whole day dnt almost die out of energy. go up go down go up go down.=.= leg like nt pain. life. and my product din work out well. it sucks. totally no mood at all. alright i stop here le.

2008-05-19T15:07:00.000-07:00

having done so much so much, what i get in return was just a friend.

2008-05-17T23:22:00.000-07:00

today went out for ktv and pool. meet up and sylvia den meet ju and jas. dey ate before we go der. after that we just went der and sing. singing crazily. haha. a lot of songs was rly nice. it was so fun. we was playing ard, hahas is like fighting lor. and somemore i din do anything! damm innocent can lol.>< den lobster wear de specs keep give me de face LOL. cnt tahan! haha. den de idiot like neh! keep hitting me. LIFE. hand nearly break lol. haha but i gt fight bck. after tat we went to nearby macs to eat. luckily gt space to sit. we ate vry full =)). no time to go for pool. all becus of me><. so we headed home. thks guys for de long-fun-crazy-wild-day~ =Pp

2008-05-12T01:22:00.000-07:00

finally exams is over le haha. can rest le. but only awhile lol. chinese o levels heading sia.. must go read up chinese newspaper le. june holidays is heading le but still nid go bck sch for extra lessons. haix 2 wks sia. but at least not take up de whole holiday. still gt 2wks to play. and study also lol. alright i end here. i go play game le! X))

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LOL BUT I STILL LOVE HER!
SURE!!!!!

2008-05-09T23:48:00.000-07:00

after this whole wk of exams i feel more relax. but still gt 2 more exams next mon. den tues no sch LOL. can stay at hm slp. tml and sun need chiong and study le. den tues can relax relax le. hahas. today play bb with frens for ard 5hrs lols. that was long. after tat went hm maple maple~ just relax for today nia. lol. k le i end here le. off to slp~ nites.

btw thks to de IDIOT for de checkered blogskin! LOL.

2008-04-30T20:00:00.000-07:00

<数到五答应我>

第一次看着你就为你心动

聪明的我怎能让你走

第二次看见你我竟然失控

是我的错请你原谅我

第三次看见你想要告诉你

我真的爱你是真的爱你

第四次看着你我有些要求

请你能够安安静静的聆听

一.让我保护你

二.让我照顾你

三.所有的要求不能当作游戏

四.接受这命运

五.永远不分离

说你愿意

那最后一个一定要说你愿意

wanna be your lover and i wanna be your man

我只希望给你多一点

我只要你开心多一点

can you be my lover i dont wanna be your friend

给你幸福每一天

给你幸福到永远

因为我 wanna be your lover and i wanna be your man

说你害怕因为受过伤

不需要害怕因为我不是他

2008-04-28T22:23:00.000-07:00

today sch as per normal. exams is heading le. this wed gt geo and poa paper. der's alot to study. i need to study hard le. kayys bah i end le le. gg to bed le..

its fion's bdae! X))

2008-04-18T23:55:00.000-07:00

today in sch damm sians! phone kena confiscated. damm sad can. somemore i ltr gg out. i went out for fion's bdae celebration! haha. it was fun and memorable. met up with sylvia, cindy and fion. den becus of some idiot so we went to bugis first lol. on de journey der damm funny, sylvia keep taking pics lol. so many ppl looking haha. after that we went walking ard at bugis street, helping sab to look for white skinny. after that we waited for sab and jas to reach. after that we went to city hall to meet up with fren. we went to watched movie " de hottie..." forget behind le lol. its was a funny and nice show. =) after that i and fion went to play bb in arcade! haha damm exciting. we paired up ltr on. keep shooting haha so fun! den we all met up with terry and ronny. we went to haf steamboat ltr on with wangliang and jimmy. de food der was damm nice haha. but somehow i cnt eat peacefully la cus ppl keep disturbing me! facing MOLE while eating will die! hahas! den some IDIOT want throw chilli into my tomyam soup! wth like can eat ah! LOL! but i think i only ate $10 nia la. hahas. den sab and cindy secretly went to buy cake for fion. after that we sang bdae song for her. she was kind of ps haha. but din get a chance to eat de cake as i nid to rush home. lucky gt jas and ju send me out if nt i dunno how to go out. lol. it was a enjoyable day. =))

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FION!!! =DD

i wanna be with you. <33

2008-04-13T20:13:00.000-07:00

没力气总是懒洋洋的
赖着你怀里顽皮嬉戏
是该做些事心里又甜蜜的
不想要不想要张开眼睛
我和你频率如此接近
没压力自在做我自己
第一次感受这种爱的决心
只想要只想要和你一起
i wanna be with you
爱你好幸福
想要和你建造一个爱的小屋
i wanna be with you
爱你好满足
享受最甜美的舒服有一个呵护我
不在孤独
i wanna be with you

2008-04-06T22:30:00.000-07:00

it has been one year.

2008-04-02T22:20:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BITRTHDAY JESSICA! =D usual sch today. it was alright. after sch went to fren hse to get changed and headed to sab hse to meet jas and sab. after that went to tm to meet de rest. we reached der ard 5plus. hahas. but MY and des was late=.= so i asked dem to meet us at grandlink. we went to play pool first. bought bbt first den we went to pool. pool was fun! i found that actually my skills not too bad! LOL! hahas. i keep losing la =.= LOL. after that it was ike 7 plus le! i was like gosh i nid go home. bloody hell i nid to reach home by 9. so becus of me we went long john to eat at paya lebar =x i feel so bad. jus becus of me. >< so i and sab secretyl went to buy cake for jess! luckily der's a cake shop. after that surprise her with a bdae cake and bdae song.! hahas. its was fun! we took photos and eat after that. i went hm first! hope that she rly did enjoy herself today! alright end here le! =))

2008-03-22T23:59:00.000-07:00

today went to condo for jasmine bdae pt. early celebration for her BIRHTDAY! haha. LOL. it was raining heavily when all of us is on our way gg der. so we intend to meet at white sands and took taxi der. although vry near yet de taxi fare so ex lol. so we reach der ard 5plus. after we reach we went to de room and sing songs. lol but dunno how to fix ><. must wait till jas and their family to cm and fix. so we were all slacking wait till dey come.after dey come i finally gt chance to sing! lol but damm ps can. alot of ppl! haha but in de end i sang! after that jas frens come le so dey all were singing like damm loud! my ear nearly blast. after that minqi ju and me went out to help out bbq. damm hot! bbqing de chicken wings needs skills! LOL~ cnt be burnt somemore inside must be cooked. nid to cook for so long la. after that we sang bdae song and cut cakes. after all run here and der! prevent fame from getting dirty! haha. we threw bdae gurl down into de pool. heng i nvr kena pull down. but in de end also push down by dem =.= LIFE. almost all of us went into de pool. minqi heng LOL! security came. haha after that we went swimming quietly. i went hm with sylvia ard 11plus. =D wonderful day.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAS!!! X))

2008-03-18T22:11:00.000-07:00

today went sch as usual. so fast tues le. everyday pass so fast. need to start mugging agn le. teacher today says return us our result slip tml. lols is like so long can. finally want to give us bck. i dun even know my overall marks. today after sch went to play bb awhile, den went to whitesands to shop ard as i nid to withdraw money too. although my mum's bdae is tml but my uncle says need to celebrate for my mum bdae today, earlier. den i dun know wad to give her so i fork out money for kfc delivery. lols exp okay. 10ppl eating lehs! lols. i can see that my mum was happy today too. and chocolate ice cream cake~! haha damm nice. very long din eat ice cream cake le. alright i end here. MUMMY HAPPY BDAE! =))

2008-03-16T17:39:00.000-07:00

<苦茶>
歌手：棒棒堂/黑涩会美眉专辑：黑糖玛奇朵

微微笑的看你越是认真就越让人心疼
街头那盏路灯仿佛在笑我愚笨
没什么能做但我比谁都真诚
泡一杯苦茶陪伴你到夜深

你知不知道你总有一种很可爱的独特
让我充满勇气抵抗冬天的寒冷
怎样做才会完美像个男人
喝一杯苦茶温暖你的体温

不用等你开口先说我爱你
在那之前想对你说我愿意
你不必问你也不必等
这一刻就值得爱到永恒

我该如何让你明白我爱你
在那之后你点头说我愿意
想照顾你想守护着你
这一刻只想把你抱紧

你知不知道你也有一种很可爱的天真
大男孩的口吻魅力加到一百分
怎样做才会完美像个男人
喝一杯苦茶温暖你的体温

虽然永远太不可能
少了你的完整
两个对的人奇迹就能发生

这一刻只想把你
抱紧

☆...

2008-03-14T21:17:00.000-07:00

went out with sab and sylvia today.. we went to far east to buy clothes and accessories. i din buy any clothes la. broke le. den more and more ppl bdae coming up also. haix. also bored. den sch is gg to reopen soon. is like so fast. dey bought nice clothes. after that reach hm ard 8pm den do one qns on poa den use com..

2008-03-06T20:20:00.000-08:00

i miss ue.

2008-03-05T22:12:00.000-08:00

few days din blog. hahas. this week is fun to me. because next week is holiday! lols. sians gt bck most of out results. i gt all ard 60++ so lan la. only eng, i dun even know overall pass or fail. =.= aiyah but i already did my best. almost this whole week after sch bb. den reach hm maple. lols like life. cus at least gt ppl pei me play. nt so bored. no hw either. bb is like my life man! haha. able to forget all my troubles and unhappiness. nt too bad either. alright i stop here. i hope that i could be able to stay happy for long.

2008-03-02T22:26:00.000-08:00

today went out playing pool, such a long time din touch cue le. hahas it was fun anyway. after that went to penisular with jessica to buy a blackwhite skinny hahas. it was cool lol. after that i wne tot orchard to visit my sab and de rest. hmm i was damm hot. lol. cush along time din go le. i miss those working days. =x i went to visit my working frens too =)). miss damm alot. hahas. and went shopping ard. after that went hm. =))

2008-02-29T21:39:00.000-08:00

Artist: Blue
Album: Unknown
Title: U Make Me Wanna

You know you make me wanna.

To start it off I know you know me
To come to think of it, it was only last week.
That I had a dream about us, oh.
That’s why I am here, I’m writing this song.
To tell the truth you know I have been hurting all along,
Someway let me know, you want me girl.

Everytime you see me what do you see?
I feel like I’m a poor man and you’re the queen.
Oh baby, you’re the only thing that I really need.
Baby that’s why…

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can’t fight.
You’re the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

Well I know that these feelings won’t end no, no.
They’ll just get stronger if I see you again.
Baby I’m tired of being friends.
I wanna know if you feel the same
And could you tell me do you feel my pain?
Don’t leave me in doubt.

Everytime you see me what do you see?
I feel like I’m a poor man and you’re the queen.
Oh baby, you’re the only thing that I really need.
And baby that’s why…

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can’t fight.
You’re the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

I’ll take you home real quick
And sit you down on the couch
Pour some Dom Perignon and hit the lights out.
Baby we can make sweet love.
Then we’ll take it nice and slow.
I'm gonna touch you like you’ve never know before
We’re gonna make love all night.

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can’t fight.
You’re the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

2008-02-29T20:31:00.000-08:00

i guess it has been one week since i blog le.. this wk had been busy studying for common test. like nt stress ah. but i think today i will flunk my maths. i din even study for it. like only flips trhough papers. dun even haf de energy to study.. haix sians. den de paper also like quite easy. graph i dun even haf a curve la. like that 6 marks gone le ><. wth. aiyah dun say le wad is over is over. is me myself din study for it.

2008-02-22T15:29:00.000-08:00

is friday. common test is next week le. haha use com for half an hour den go study le. so bored. hope common test pass quickly. today is mdm zaibon's bdae haha. during our recess whole class went to sang bdae song for her and we bought cake for her. she said she was so touched haha! after sch went to play bb awhile den went hm le. so exhausted. alright end here. =))

2008-02-20T22:34:00.000-08:00

♥心窝♥

感受不易形容
就算会有一点康突也要说
请搬进我心窝
如果你不幸福再离家出走
我心窝做你的新窝
也许坪数不太够
甚至会拥挤到
只装的下妳我

请快准备行李
丢掉用不到的伤心旧回忆
脑海中相本日记
从此更新
只有彼此专属甜蜜

抱枕就丢掉
有肩膀就够
最后用关心问候
捆绑我们的手完工

只要在你身边
我就省掉思念
时间只用来眷恋（时间只用来眷恋）
我要在你身边
尽情浪费喜悦
也许一待就永远

管他金窝银窝
怎样都比不过彼此的心窝
打包一箱温柔
今晚多多指教就相互宽容
你心窝做我的新窝
暖气不需要使用
我已经温暖到
融化所有冷漠

请快准备行李
丢掉用不到的伤心旧回忆
脑海中相本日记
从此更新
只有彼此专属甜蜜

抱枕就丢掉
有肩膀就够
最后用关心问候
捆绑我们的手完工

只要在你身边
我就省掉思念
时间只用来眷恋（时间只用来眷恋）
我要在你身边
尽情浪费喜悦
也许一待就永远

只要在你身边（在你身边）
我就省掉思念
时间只用来眷恋 (恋)（时间只用来眷恋）
我要在你身边 (在你身边)
尽情浪费喜悦
也许~ 一待就永远

一待就永远

2008-02-20T22:12:00.000-08:00

today was feeling beta le bah. wednesday! can slp late. today slp in de bus and miss my stop. first time sia and i find that im really a pig who always slp in de bus. de journey so long la.. sch was alright today but tml alot of test to study. damm stress up. like so many things to do. somemore common test is next week. like gt time. i guess must chiong my studies this weekned le. study hard study hard study hard! i am off to slp soon.!

2008-02-19T21:51:00.000-08:00

went to sch today feeling damm weak. even i slp in de bus in de morning i dun even feel like waking up. headache too. well i dun even care. i was not feeling well for de whole day.. i find myself so quiet today. lol. mayb too weak to talk. lessons i really feel like sleeping. but i force myself to stay awake to listen bah, well it was hard. probably becus ytd had a bad flu den today still feeling sick. dey say i had a little feverish but i din even know. i really nvr felt so weak b4 in sch. but its was stil okay la luckily i din faint.. really no mood to do anything. went hm straight after sch. took my medicine den lie on de sofa, watching vcd and do my hw. really tired now. i guess i take my medicine i will fall asleep soon..

2008-02-16T23:47:00.000-08:00

today went to sylvia's hae bai nian. haha it was quite fun actually. i was jus a lousy player in mahjong lol. only win one round like nt idiotic haha. lols but still alright. is juliana guuide me de haha. if nt i lose de geng jialat haha. gt play cards too, lose 2 dollars lol. but nvm qian shi sheng wai wu. LOL! haha. k la end her le.

2008-02-14T22:11:00.000-08:00

its valentine's day today! everyone seems so excited in sch today lols. so many ppl holding balloons in de morning parade ground. but we also nt bad either we had a handful of cookies haha. only ppl cnt see. i almost gave my cookies to all de gurls in my class. but i also dunno whether it is nice a not. to me is like abit bitter kind of taste. lols. sylvia, jessica and sab cookies really nice. really thks for their wonderful cookies. =)) and juliana's chocos gift hahas. after sch me sab and ju went bb near ju hse. our valentine's day playing bb grwong tall! haha. but in de end injured with blister =.= like manners also LOLS. but however its till fun playing bb during valentine's day! X))

2008-02-08T23:01:00.000-08:00

its new year de second day! hahas i went out to watch fireworks. it was really fun and cool hahas. after that i and jessica went to sab hse stay lols we ton till 5am sia. i nearly cnt make it lOL. after that we went to watch dunk de next following day! omg la de movie damm nice makes me wanna learn basketball tatics more! hahas. fireworks rocks! X))

2008-02-06T19:45:00.000-08:00

woohoo~ its Chinese New Year! hahas. i have been longing for new year! get to eat alot of snacks and got angbao! hahas. also dun nid go sch still! X)still can wear new clothes sia! hahas. today sch was relax anyway, 2periods of eng teacher asked us to entertain her by conversation. lol. lucky i was nt selected haha. this monday i was satisfied with my studies! at least i did pass all de test that was given. nvr expected that i will study. and also our class notice board gt 3rd! we was nt happy really but at least we gt 3rd. we put in so much effort. almost stay bck de whole day in class during last week. since its last year we must do de best but nt so must ppl stay bck to do either. only some of us =)). after sch i went to WS with fion ans sylvia to look for cindy haha. long time din see her le. miss her damm much haha. after that i went jessica hse see she and sab painitng NAILS! lol. i was like audience lo haha. but i gt disiao dem haha. after that mother ask me go for lunch at sunt hse. so i went ard 12 plus. i was like slping in de bus on my journey der. so tired. after eaten i went hm. i jus finish designing my shoes ans now mapling haha. like long time din relax le. today finally can! ltr i gg for dinner le. i stop here le! AHHH damm hungry! i go maple first! =))

2008-01-31T22:07:00.000-08:00

today wonderful thrusday. lols. in de morning, meet up jessica as usual and we waited for sab. as she will be late for sch, we waited for her ard 8pm and tip pc tgt lols. this is wad call BEST FRENS! you nan tong dan! hahas! lol. we went bck to class after that. 3 periods of eng sia! wth so sians but after we go sch it was ard 8 le so 15mins gone! haha. but still haf 1 15h. lol like gt diff. we do comprehension. need to hand in tml sia. and i forgotten. busy doing my ss jus now. now like wad time le, mayb go do eng ltr. i dun feel like copying also. today went to NAFA! a outing for art students and me and jessica lol. damm fun gt free goodies bag too. so many thing abt interior design! cool bodoh. jessica and i took lots of photos. hahas but de journey der and journey hm we like slping in de bus.! lols i slp till so xin ku nth to lean, jessica sit inside still can lean at de window! she dun wan let me sit inside.. bully sia.. lols. but on de way hm she let me slp on her shoulder. somoremore is like i having bad flu sia. like nt headache right. after that we went bck to my class to do notice board. boring lors but still alright. 3D mickey mouse head somemore haha. after that went hm ard 6 plus. damm sleepy on bus. nth much le.

2008-01-29T03:20:00.000-08:00

当你选择了云的距离
就这么自私做个决定
冲破天际飞去
排山倒海崩塌的回忆
也许无刻袭击我的心
痛得不能自己

或许你以为把这一座城市抛开
就可以纠结伤害
却不明白我需要你的爱
不管多少阻碍不求什么未来
不管命运会怎么安排
我会用眼泪洗去所有的不堪
狠狠地把心痛了断
深深地把一切重来

我需要你的爱像掉进了深海
也像坠落悬崖找不到地方可以逃开
别让那些谎言把爱给活埋
当心碎成一块一块
当爱碎曾一断一断
我会等待你的爱

我会等待

你将那些谎言把爱给活埋.

2008-01-27T01:16:00.000-08:00

today early in de morning went to 201 to get my contacts. after that went to WS inter to meet they all. i wore gothic! lols. looks kind of weird. but like first time kind of special hahas. after went to bugis street walk over and over and over and over agn. my leg like gonna break. somemore so hot. like tio heatstroke that kind lols. like so huo gai i wear till like that. haha but nvm i ren like siao! after that went to eat and pray in temple den went bck shopping agn. de whole day i only bought a watch and a ring lols. but also nvm at least dey gt buy clothes.=)) nth else le bah. den we went to parco to eat. de food damm nice and tasty! hahas. it was quite late le abt 9plus so we went hm.

2008-01-25T23:59:00.000-08:00

blogging agn. on wed i jus bought a psp. hahas i was like playing for de whole days nowadays but like think of study.. i feel like throwing my psp away. well ytd was de release of o level results. i was so disapointed with my dnt results.. haix i could haf score beta but now say anything also useless le. wad done is undone. no choice but to retake den i can take de course that i wanted. another 40pages of folio work. so tiring and long way to go. today went juliana hse play psp =x awhile ltr i went hm le to do my homework. now using com. haix o levels is heading, i haf no choice but to study extreme hard and score gd results! way to go!~

2008-01-22T18:58:00.000-08:00

blogging agn today! hahas. had bad flu today! fuck up man! lols. i hate flu =x so tired and headache lahs. but i take medication will do. today sch was boring man. first two periods was free period but also cnt slp so idiotic la. but i did read a few pages of my storybks. hahas. i was like listening songs somemore. after that had pe and cme. so sians. so sweaty after pe lols. cme worst la, also dunno wad de teacher wants =.= after recess maths almost half a period gone hahas cus of mr eng talking so much. but also gd la. lol. after that english stand right.being punished for gg sch late, like so huo gai. hahas. after that poa, teacher was like saying tml gt cip lahs. SIANS! so boring and tiring. giving out flyers.. life.. after program later on, one hr doing worksheets lols chem. lucky no qns on moles if nt like sure know how to do.. hahas. after that went WS with frens. ate kfc, their service like tortise sia! manners de! after that intend to buy psp buy i guess this thrus den say bah.. this thrus getting bck my dnt results damm worry la. this will decide whether i nid to retake anot.. hope i can get A1 or A2 bahs! pray hard hard!! if nt B3 haf to retake le! alright end here bahs. off to dinner! XD

2008-01-12T00:51:00.000-08:00

today went sylvia hse for her bdae celebration. we bought lots of stuffs for her. haha cookies and clothes. =)) its was fun lahs. like kind of gathering. den gt alot of food to eat also! hahas. we went to her hse meet up den go her ahma hse eat. after eating, fion wants go compass so we pei her go. den dey all play and ran off to de lift without me. lols my handphone was like with sylvia. so like cnt contact dem. so i walked alone to sylvia hse der. is like cnt find dem. so i used payphone called dem ask whr are dey. dey came to look for me. dey thought i kena kippnapped. >< lols. but at least dey care for me lahs. running ard and shouting ard to look for me. especially jessica ran till siao lols. really touched by ue guys concern. well after that we went to sylvia hse slack and watch tv. but too bad cnt stay overnight at her hse. i still thought can stay. played cards frm 9plus till 10plus. win some money but like no mood to be happy abt also. dunno how to say.. went hm ard 11.. kays end here bah i slping soon. im tired. tml gg to TP open hse.

2008-01-10T22:25:00.000-08:00

today went sch as normal, met up with jessica at de bus stop in de morning den we walk to sch tgt.. sab and sylvia din went sch today. damm boring lahs. den i was like having bad flu. if can i also dun wan go sch. but i dun wish to skip lessons. if like dun understand like happy.. den in sch was boring. first 3periods dnt. sians sia, like nth to do, as if i will take out my bks and do self studying. lol. i jus do some drawings den slp. like so headache. after that Pe lesson teacher din cm. so like slack in class with fion. we talk abt jokes all those. funny sia. after that meet up with grace and minqi for recess. after recess gt 3periods of eng. wa like nt crazy ahs. one and a half hour.. LIFE. i guess next week change time table also de same. sians. den like that after sch, me and jessica pei sab go see doctor at polyclinic. we laughing all de way. she see one doctor keep laughing also dunno why. LOL. ppl still thought i siao. hahas. after that sab went hm frz den i play bb with jessica and went hm. im like having body ache now and bad flu. gg to slp le after blogging. and tml we gg sylvia hse for her bdae celebration! hopes she will enjoy tml! XDD

2008-01-06T02:41:00.000-08:00

blogging at this time.. hahas.. jus finish playing maple for so long. today went out studying at mc at west plaza.. i managed to finish all my hw today. quite relived. but still like boring. den like sch reopen le alot of things cnt do le. must really study hard for this yr le.. im beginning to feel bored. k bahs end here le.. no mood bah..

is no longer that kind of feeling anymore.

2008-01-01T20:31:00.000-08:00

today mayb is last day of the week to blog le bah.. is like tml start sch le. haix really dun feel like studying. today woke up ard2 plus den pei sab go tm buy stationery and bookmarks etc.. after that we went to buy some food to eat and went hm le.. nothing to say le bah.. end here.

2007-12-31T04:14:00.000-08:00

happy new year! =D ytd it was really fun hahas. first time in my life i get to see such beautiful fireworks. lols but somehow well.. ytd was my last day working at taka. i was quite sad ka actually. really hope can go bck to work mayb next yr? beautiful memories~ time seems to pass so fast.. i went to meet sylvia after work. after that we went to marina square to meet jessica and sab. we went to eat and play ard lols. so funny. damm crowded like ban here and der lols. some like rushing to hell. lols. after that we went to de outside area near to de esplanade to camp der. cus alot of ppl sitting der so we jus sit lols. 10plus sitting down der jus to wait for de fireworks to appear. so boring lols i nearly slept. some still bring pokers to play sia. i shld like bring to play also. hahas. after that omg de fireworks appear damm nice lah. diff colours appeared =DD jus like infront of me. after that i went to ktv with sylvia to find my mother. did sing some songs and drank some beer but went hm quite late.. den i slp le.. damm tired. i dunno wad shld i do tml.. i miss ue..

2007-12-30T22:09:00.000-08:00

如果你不再出现
我的世界还有什么可贵
可惜不够时间
让我们试验什么叫永远
想念变成怀念
心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切
你最后属于谁
我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯早已经全都熄灭
如果你从没出现
我会不会觉得快乐一些
可惜残忍时间
总要把诺言一点点摧毁

left unsaid.

2007-12-30T00:24:00.000-08:00

today went out with sab and jessica and we tooks some photos.

2007-12-25T22:46:00.000-08:00

today is christmas! i had to work today but i had morning shift hahas and i manage to go off at 5 30pm. after that i went to meet jessica to simei to buy presents. den after that we went to tampines to meet sab, jas and blabla.. we all were like shoppings for presents for each other so secretively. lols. hahas but it wad fun anyways! =)) after that we went to sab's aunt condo for bbq! lols so ps so many ppl der. after that we went to help ourselves with food. like so long din eat lerhs.! hahas. after that we exchange presents. lols so many nice and cute presents. we playing with wisely all de way. hahas he so cute! we play ard. after that we went into some kind of ktv room. condo is so cool! hahas. but i din sing lahs. cus like so mnay ppl so ps lols. after that went playing ard and jessica went hm first.den like so late le like no bus to go hm >< so i went to sab hse to stay. cus seriously i dun wish to go hm also. hahas cus like so sians. so i went to stay overnight. jas and i went to her hse. we din slp, we ton till 6am watching tv playing ard hitting each others. den i went to slp first cus im really tired lerhs. hahas. den dey slp till 2plus la lols. i like nt wake up de earliest. hahas cus i nid to buy bks in sch. den i went to buy alone first since dey still wants to slp hahas. after that i buy i went bck to sab hse. we were playing ard. i stil having pillow fight with that idiot jas! lols she use her stupid sotong pillow hit me! and de massager sotong! my head blueblack sia de next day! lols always injured when fighting! after that ard 8plus i went hm le.. play maple.

2007-12-12T22:02:00.000-08:00

went to work today, felt much beta after taking medicine ytd. lols. but still having bad flu. feeling cold today too. chat with phylisia while working and time pass quite fast today. during break rest awhile too. steaming clothes for almost half day. so tired lols. after work ard 8plus i went to buy bread for phylisia and i headed hm. finally can maple~ hahas. alright stop here off to mapling.

2007-12-11T23:54:00.000-08:00

today as usual went to work, but having sore throat and bad flu. really dun haf de energy to work. headache too. drizzling outside and i felt damm cold in taka. gt no choice but to bear with it. during break time i dun feel like eating anything, thks to phylisia she bought bread for me. so kind of her. at least der's till ppl concern me. after i eaten i lie one de table for abt 15mins. felt so dizzy when i woke up. continue to work.. till 9plus. damm tired. after that went hm tgt with phylisia. and now i felt feverish. i hope i will recover by tml.. end here.

2007-12-10T22:44:00.000-08:00

today went out with jasmine to tm watch movie. its was like raining heavily. i went to get my contacts den go meet her near der. we decided to watch enchanted, lols english show. at first i dun feel like watching it cus im afrad i dun understand de whole movie. de movie starts at 0420 we went der one hour be4, so we went shop ard. we went toysarus to play. LOL jus to see softtoys.! damm funny. we are jus playing ard with toys. hahas like so childish. we din even buy anything. hahas. den after that went minitoons, precious moments. de salesgirl and man keep looking at us la. lols walk ard only mah, dun nid like that derhs ><. alot of huge and cute softtoys but sfter see de price like sure smile. LOLS. after that it was ard 0420. so we went for movie. bought popcorns and coke, like quite cheap sia. but is like, jiu jiu yi ci. lols. so it shld be alright. de show damm funny and nice =)) sweet fairy tale. at least i understand de story cus haf chinese subtitles =x after that we went sab hse to eat and i went hm after that. tml nid to work agn. BORING!

SIANS

2007-12-05T00:24:00.000-08:00

phew.. long time din blog le. jus return frm work, so tired hahas. leg gonna break. how i wish tml dun nid work. today after standing de whole day i found that time pass damm slow la. every second like shiting lols. some ppl also irritating >< dun wan buy clothes keep throwing de clothes here and der! like manners. is we de workers who fold it mah. of course dey happy happy can throw. like nt diao. now one day only haf lunch only. dun even haf time for dinner der. today ot frm 12 work till 10 30 den go hm. damm tired. how inwish i can lie in snow city now. hahas. alright i stop here. tml 12pm i nid to work agn. >< haha pray hard der's no customers tml!

2007-11-23T19:02:00.000-08:00

today is friday lerhs. long time no blogging le lols. have been working for one week lerhs. so tired. hahas but its alright after all. gt money to earn can lerhs. hahas. time pass really fast while working le. so far so gd. hahas end here bahs~