went to sch today as per normal. so tired today..lessons as usual. gt back my chemistry results today. jus managed to pass only.. i flunk my english. i doubt i can make it. mayb i cnt even achieve a pass bah. i guess my english no hope le.. after sch went to central for fries. after that went hm straight. this week today is de day that i got hm earliest. lols. after that i would be studying ss. i really cnt relax anymore. everything in my mind i haf to put it aside now. i mus stop playing maple for a moment le. if not i wun haf any thoughts to actually study. missing ue badly every single day. der's nothing i can actually do.
toafter prelims im beginning to feel stress up agn. got back some of my prelims results today. im so disappointed with it. why did i score so badly. i cnt even pass 5 subjects. im afraid and im really afraid. today gt back my geo and ss paper. and overall i failed. jus another 2 marks.. den today after sch went to sylvia hse to get labtop and bring to mc and play. really bored. nowadays after school i dun even know wad to do.. nowadays keep mapling. my ss is jus next week and im still unprepared.. i dun haf de mood to study. slacking these days. really confused and moody. haix.. really dunno wad to do.
today went playing pool at somerset with juliana, cindy, terry, yong liang and ronny. i was such a lousy player lahs. hahas. we played abt 3 hrs? 6dollars plus lols. to me is like so ex. anyways we had alot of fun. after that went to far east to shop and met up with sab and jessica. we went shopping and playing crazily on de way. LOLS. damm funny. and i bought a ring and letter "j" keychain. it was nice and cool. after that and went hm. and reach hm abt 9plus.
today i had my last paper, science. de feeling is great. finally i gt de chance to relax abit. de most happy thing is tnl i dun nid even to attend sch. as i dun haf any paper tml. today abt 11 plus we were released. after sch i went to play basketball while. den ltr on jessica and sab came my hse. dey intended to study, but end up playing lols. after that dey went hm abt 6 plus. after that i jus spent my day watching tv. i fucking damm want to learn piano.! is der anyone who can save me?
images of ue, in my mind.
its sunday. hahas. well alot of days din play maple le. cnt even play lahs.. stupid. i guess by end of this week can play le bah. tml haf maths paper. i mus score well for it. today went to airport studyin with sab, jasmine, juliana and jessica. we went to terminal 2 BK den we met up with yong liang and studying tgt. de food is like damm ex and is like we bought kids meal. hahas. lols. so funny lahs. is like we were playing most of de time. hahas. after that we spent abt 2 hrs atudying and got chase by de person. stupid la. always kena chase out. after we went buying things ard dey wanted to go downtown continue studying. i wish i can go too, but i can't. so i headed hm. boring now. duno feel like studying.
missing ue*
blogging agn. hahas. today went for extra chem lesson. it was quite relax as teacher din teach. he let us watch a movie. he says it was to motivate us lols. but actually it was motivating. but i still dunno wad to do with my studies. wanted to go out study but can't. den after that i went hm and do some stuffs. today spent only like 2 hrs studying. den i went to slp lols. juliana in de end also nvr come lols. but nvm lah. ltr i went to watch vcds. really vry boring. so many maths problem dunno how to solve. headache sia.. haix. next week prelim le. sians. mus study hard le. nothing else to add le bahh..
der's something i dun ever want to know.
this morning woke up at 6am. late for sch. lucky i was fast enough to rush to sch. after that jus like normal days having lesson. maths lessons i keep falling asleep. really vry sians. after sch went to do my dnt awhile. den went to play basketball after that. despite it was raining we still continue playing. jus by playing i will not think of anything else. jus finish doing some stuffs earlier on. im like so.. haix dunno how to say. always last minute somethings happens. really haf no mood. these day kept deeling moodless.. and soon im going to slp.. tml still haf to attend chem extra lessons. wth im. im jus a failure.
today well another day of studying. boring. first two periods got back ss paper(SEQ). jus another half mark more and i will pass. well but it does'nt matters anymore. i doubt my SBQ can make it. i hate this week. after that i slept through maths lessons. really vry tired. after sch went to play baskeball agn. jus dun want to go hm so early and to be alone at hm. missing ue badly right this moment. everday is a torture to me. mayb ue wil nvr understand how i feel.
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it has been 3 days i haven been posting. prelims are jus ard de corner. today had ss paper and chinese paper 1. after having ss exam felt so relieved. also dunno why. hope i can pass bah. really dun haf time to continue writing lahs. i din manage to finish de paper. also dunno will pass mah. after that i went to play basketball awhile and went hm. these few days dun really haf any mood. felt so.. well dunno how to say. de type of feeling which mayb no one would ever understand.. im really nt happy at all. dun feel like slping at this point of moment. missing ue badly. i jus wanted to be der for ue. but who knows.
if ue were to tell me.
i would'nt want to know anything.
today went to amk hub with my sis, juliana, sabrina and justin. we watched `secret`.
it is a vry nice, funny and touching movie. so romantic too. juliana cried! it was really vry touching. nvr regretted watching it. but i still dun quite understand till julina explain to me. dey kept laughing at me. if gt chance i still want to watch it. lols. de movie tickets is ex seh. after de movie we went to eat mcdonalds. intend to play pool lols but no space le.. well i dun really haf de mood to play at that time. jus want to get hm. and they came my hse. now using com. wasting time at this point of moment. really bored. dunno how to spend de rest of de day. really dun feel like studying.. haix. i really do miss ue alot.. no reason loving ue.
i love AH MA =) KAWAII ONE!(juliana wrote de)lols.
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today stay at hm. lols. yet is NATIONAL DAY! hahas. but luckily im able to use com. slacking de whole day. gt no mood to study at all. lols. today watch a vry nice show. really sad. and de national day show was indeed exciting too. after that jus watching de tv de whole day. lols boring life hurh. hahas. i wonder how i spent my day tml..
today had chemistry lesson in de morning agn. boring. after that we went to kfc to have our lunch. sab, jess and justin came my hse ltr on to slack. after that sylvia, juliana and jasmine came to my hse ltr on. lols all de way singing through out! but only gt one mike! so idiotic. hahas. whole day singing with dem. playing throughout! sylvia's ktv rocks! hahas. but she went hm abt 3pm. ltr on justin went hm too den we went to nearby coffee shop to haf our dinner. hahas. damm funny. we spent lots of time chatting der. and i forget to pay money. ps lors. hahas. after that went to play basketball. we have lots of fun throwing here and der. but i guess we only played less than 20mins den we lost de balls! hahas. people took it back. sians. den we played catching ard de playground. so tiring. after that went hm and reached hm at abt 10 plus. it was fun! x))
today is friday. finally lols. for every week im yearning for friday which sch early release. hahas. but after that always dunno whr to go. today went shopping in tm after that to bugis with sab jessica and jas. saw so many and attractive stuffs. today keep kena hit on de head! irritating lahs. i dun wan go shorter agn. i wan grow tall. hahas. i must save money le and to watch jay chou new movie. im going watch it luhs. but i guess only friday can go bah. prelims coming le so stress sia. wanted to study but dun feel like. is like wth. when can i ever put ue aside, out of my mind.
ue will nvr know that im missing ue right now..
ytd went playing basketball with sab, cindy and jessica and some boys x)). it was like blueblack all over my leg and cuts. so painful sia. blister too! but its worth it LOLS. today blogging at sylvia's hse. wear slippers to sch today. LOLS. like neh always tio blister. but nvm im going to let it heal den i resume playing basketball. hahas. today had maths test. damm stupid lors. sure like know how to do. haahs but i haf someone to help me!!! lols. phone kena confiscated by teacher! irritating lols. i used before she came to class. but she returned to me at de end of de day. heng sehh. so scared that i can;t get bck my phone.