today had normal sch days. had chem extra lessons till 4 30pm. o levels are heading. and i'm still not studying hard enough. still thinking that i still have a long way to go. but its like, another 2more weeks. my english results really like shyt. i failed badly for eng. 38marks. i wonder how i'm gg to pass o levels. if i were to fail, i think i'll be gone case. feeling anxious, but i still can't think of a faster way to improve my english. to read books now is like too late. whatever- and my chem i'm still failing. study so hard for prelims yet still fail.. feeling damm stress. everyday i reached home, staring at my pathetic desk. feel like studying but seriously don't know where to start from. dunno since when i feel damm stress. my prelims cut off point is 6points more den my target points. >< but imagine i still can use com. after this week i'll not use com. trying to control myself-
my birthday is heading but i'm not excited at all.
really no mood at this moment.
(Your call)
Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
Call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet
Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
When you are sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your...)
Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)
Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)
today its sunday. bored. prelims is tml! lol i haven finish studying geo yet>< i'm still not feeling well. save me oh lord. =x im gg to study ltr! feeling unmotivated>< finding ways to motivate myself. XD lol. from this point of time i have to study hard. i promise myself i must do well for o's :D from now till de mid of nov~ it'll soon over. just mug for another 2months(8weeks). :D
FRIENDS, LETS WORK HARD TOGETHER TOWARDS OUR AIM!! XD woots! our future is ahead. =))
i had a hard time studying chemistry today. =x der're rly a lot of topics sia. now den i realised. cause usually i skip through textbook is like 1hour. lol like never study. >< but today i spent 4hrs gg through all de chapters. improvement sia >< but der're really a lot of things to remember and understand. i spent like 5hrs in de room today! lol well, tml der's geography to study. again tons of things to memorise. i'm gonna die! lol. but nevermind. FOR MY FUTURE, i'm wiling to mug!!! LOL. MY GOAL XD. all thanks to ue. :D
today went to school with sab to get our notes. we went to whitesands and bought revison guide books. hahas we spent like $20plus! LOL. but nevermind. i think its worth it. after that headed to sab's house. damm tired and lazy. lol. sab's mum prepared fried nuggets and fried dumplings for us. its delicious. :D but my voice will definetly worsen.>< juliana came afterwards. we studied from 4plus to 6plus. do 10yr series and read guide books. lol but got play too. =X hahas played with sab's cousin. lol. he's damm cute and funny. and i taught him a new game. hahas! called pikachu! LOL! sab'll have to play along with him in future. LOL. hope she know how to play. hahas. alright. thats all for today. :D
today attended chem extra chem lesson. my throat worsen today, lol break voice. damm tired today, lesson started frm 9am till 4pm. but in between there's lunch break. so it was alright. past few days did'nt really study. >< only did phy mcqs and abit of maths. next monday there's still prelims. but i haven started studying either of them. everyday wait till last minute>< anyways, today chem lesson was useful. draw so many mindmaps. need time to go through to understand again. hope that i will do my maths worksheets tmr and no excuses for myself anymore. really need to strive hard for my future. =x if nt im gg regret. pray hard that i'll recover really soon -.- if not i felt so unwell. alright i end here. =) photos of beloved Melody. :D
MELODY hates SYLVIA. =P