it has been 3 days i haven been posting. prelims are jus ard de corner. today had ss paper and chinese paper 1. after having ss exam felt so relieved. also dunno why. hope i can pass bah. really dun haf time to continue writing lahs. i din manage to finish de paper. also dunno will pass mah. after that i went to play basketball awhile and went hm. these few days dun really haf any mood. felt so.. well dunno how to say. de type of feeling which mayb no one would ever understand.. im really nt happy at all. dun feel like slping at this point of moment. missing ue badly. i jus wanted to be der for ue. but who knows.

if ue were to tell me.
i would'nt want to know anything.