today had normal sch days. had chem extra lessons till 4 30pm. o levels are heading. and i'm still not studying hard enough. still thinking that i still have a long way to go. but its like, another 2more weeks. my english results really like shyt. i failed badly for eng. 38marks. i wonder how i'm gg to pass o levels. if i were to fail, i think i'll be gone case. feeling anxious, but i still can't think of a faster way to improve my english. to read books now is like too late. whatever- and my chem i'm still failing. study so hard for prelims yet still fail.. feeling damm stress. everyday i reached home, staring at my pathetic desk. feel like studying but seriously don't know where to start from. dunno since when i feel damm stress. my prelims cut off point is 6points more den my target points. >< but imagine i still can use com. after this week i'll not use com. trying to control myself-
my birthday is heading but i'm not excited at all.
really no mood at this moment.